How do you spend the days before a holiday or special event? Mine are usually filled with lists, shopping, decorating and baking. I want to make sure everything is just right for the special day.
Passover was a time of preparation as well. There was cleansing, choosing a lamb and preparing food for the feasts. I imagine there were plenty of lists and worries over everything being just right.
This year Jesus was trying to prepare His disciples for what they were about to experience. He tried to explain that He was going to die. They didn’t realize how different Passover would be this year. Jesus even told them that one of them would betray Him and send their Savior and friend to His death but still they thought He was talking about the distant future instead of a few days away.
Maybe the disciples weren’t truly listening to Jesus closely enough to figure out the intent of His parables and believed as before He would explain them later when all the other people had gone.
Possibly some of them did begin to understand what Jesus was preparing them for but were too afraid to believe it really could happen. There could have been a sense of denial as well. They may have quietly hoped this one time Jesus could be wrong.
When all that Jesus was trying to prepare them for did come to pass the disciples found themselves unprepared and unable to process it all. They weren’t ready to move on and see what God had for them next.
Have you ever found yourself at a place of uncertainty, unprepared for what comes next? I know I have and sometimes I look back and see how God had been trying to prepare me only I wasn’t paying attention or didn’t want to hear what He had to say.
Thankfully, while the circumstances the disciples found themselves in left them without Jesus for a time that never has to happen to us.
Jesus and His Holy Spirit are always with us to guide and direct us, giving us wisdom beyond our own. He will take our fear and turn it to confidence and joy.
We need only ask.
If you’re facing uncertainty today and it’s unclear what your next step should be I encourage you to take some time to sit quietly and seek God’s guidance.
Ask the Holy Spirit to show you, and be open to His leading.
Prepare your heart to be ready to hear from Him.
I guarantee you will.
blessings and peace to you…